The weather was about to turn bad and so K. and O.’s airplane was canceled and then I was all in a tizzy about what I might be able to make happen, could I rebook them on some other flight, would that work, could they fly to Grand Rapids, if they could fly to Grand Rapids could they get to the airport on time, it was all I could do to keep my guts inside my body, another person’s problem somehow become my panic.